So i gathered up my courage to be able to feel faith again to mend the broken hopes,

with no expectation for a miracle to happen.

This is how it feels like now.

Being with myself has never felt so convincing.

I've got better plans in mind now than to think about love,

To be worn out by love, to be abused by emotions.

I want to live at my comfort zone until something or someone worth it to make me step out of the curtains.

I am excited

but scared at the same time.

To open the same doors to another person,

If he keeps the keys safe or fiddle with it and throw them into the deep drain

Im not ready for anything  yet

Nothing feels right at all.

Just leave. Please.